It’s been almost five months since I updated. Lame. A lot has happened since then….

Last time I wrote I was almost on day 60 of the P90X program. I had a trade show in February which completely threw me off track. After two weeks of trying to get back on track, I stopped. Also, I started the HCG diet. Bad idea. I quit the diet after a few days in March and went back to being a sloth for nearly two months. I gained a few pounds and I started feeling miserable again. I hated knowing that all of the hard work from October 2010-December 2010 would go to waste so I decided to get back into it in May.

I gave myself one year to get as close to a bikini body as I could and I couldn’t stop now.

So on May 8th, 2011 I started another round of Insanity. And P90X. A hybrid program. Intense is the only word that comes to mind. I stopped Insanity a few days early since I started training for a half marathon. I’m currently on Day 72 of P90X. The furthest I’ve ever reached on this program. *so happy*

I’ve combined my marathon training and P90X. I can’t stand the cardio or plyometric workouts so I run on those days to get my cardio in but I am sticking to all of the resistance workouts.

The half marathon is on October 2nd, 2011 and the timing couldn’t be more perfect. I started this journey in October 2010 and I am seriously considering throwing myself a party come October 18th. I feel I am in such a better place now and I want to make sure I don’t stop this time.

Day 58 was cardio. i didn’t do it. Day 59 was shoulders and arms. I did it. Without the bonus round, but I did it. After almost two weeks of not working out, I think I did pretty well. Today I’m supposed to do yoga but I’m not sure if I have the energy for it. Like I’ve mentioned before, I hate working out any time that is NOT morning. I feel like time is catching up with me. So as of now, I’m not sure if I’ll do it or not. Wow. i really need to get myself motivated. This sucks.

I don’t even know what day I’m on anymore. Bleh. After my last post, I never got back into the groove of things. I’m supposed to be done with P90X at the end of this month but I don’t think it will happen till’ the first or second month of April at the rate I’m going. I hate it. I feel like I gave up. But I know I didn’t. I really thought I’d complete it this time without any gaps but maybe next time. This will definitely not be the last time I do the P90X program. For sure. I’m going to finish it this time, regardless of how long it takes me. Mid April or not. But I’m finishing it. I started the HCG diet which is probably not a good idea while I’m working out but depending on how I feel I’ll stick with it or not. We’ll see. I’m slowly trying to get myself back on track.